There are so many people I... I... I don't really care about any more --- and it feels nice.
To clarify, it's not a loathing.
Just, growing up, there were people in my life I liked so much and wanted so badly to feel accepted by and I didn't, really. I didn't feel like they accepted me for me.
This created a weird complex of feeling inferior and not loving myself.
It wasn't on them to like me and I think it takes something to get comfortable with not everyone liking you.
Anyways, I'm reaching that point now...
(sort of makes me want to slim down the friend list on Facebook --- I don't really need to know what's going on in their lives any more, I never really did need to know)