I think I wrote this before for last down.
but now this down.
I am so grateful for this :: I don't feel hopelessness.
There is hope and both my heart and head believe it.
There is, for me, a big difference between my head believing something and my heart. It seems that even when I logic something out, in my head, my heart doesn't always follow.
This time it is.
I'm grateful to friends who have drilled into me how much they love me and care for me oh, oh so much that I can't ignore it or doubt it.
As for hope.
This will be resolved. It will be worked through.
I even might get a brain scan!